Not cancer but MS here. Went through a toxic event of unknown origin, lost 18 kilos in a month - as i regained strength, and managed to actually snapped back inti reality and crawl out of my room to seek help, hospital sent me back home.
In their defense, i couldnt communicate what was wrong with me well.
Health system is a joke and still incapable of dealing with global catastrophes.
Its scary as fuck and may none of you ever need this.
Wish i was able enough to help Web servers cull http and be https per default rather than offer complex alternatives that are often hard and multi step to implement.
The truth of all meditations .. there is only up, and down, The rising and falling of transient phenomena ... it seems to be sentient, too! To think, thought is so deeply rooted; matter giving form to matter ... sweat, tears, sadness and joy ... so interlinked with the lowest forms of the blocks that make us all up!
Truly awe inspiring on a grand scale. Its no wonder the ancient greeks attributed gravity to Aphrodite‘s magic .. i honestly find it so fitting; its love all the way down!
I see the dyson cloud becoming Elon’s next big project to help maintain this network. Our energy production is too outdated and primitive.
The same to our legislative bodies, human society is having an anally retentive crises when it comes to technology. The system’s chocked and cant function well.
> Yes, monarchy in it's original/natural form is horrific. It's essentially a dictatorship, no different. But I'd money and a ceremonial role can grease the wheels for a peaceful transition is that so bad?
Not saying its bad, just saying they wont do it. Theyre already rich beyond imagining- sadism and abuse are rampant, and the public doesnt seem to care.
Like seriously, how much cash will it take to convince the saudis to go ceremonial? Meanwhile another gay person is hung and a dissident is assassinated. That all said .. seems to be what the region “wants” - displeasure isnt high enough yet for regular folk to demand change.
In arabic there is a saying “the people earn the ruler they deserve”.
Beyond the short term moral qualm .. its just a step in the development of these countries - it could - and i was - worse. Better wiser days will come.