I may need this myself. I am a seemingly normal individual who has a habit of hiring prostitutes and deliberately wounding them emotionally with hurtful actions and words. I even specifically target women brand new to prostitution to make them suffer more, and I can't stand this about myself, but I can't stop either. I tried to go to therapy but couldn't look a therapist in the eye and tell them this horrible truth about myself. Perhaps an Internet therapist could help.
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