If you are learning, you should stay far away from "visual builders". Unfortunately, these things will make you learn slower because they often prioritize visual design over sound, structural code. Learn the basics first. If you want to learn React, just download it, read the official docs and use `create-react-app`.
First focus on your health, physical and mental. If something's wrong, go to a doctor. It sounds like obvious advice, but a lot of people will overlook how important a good checkup is. Your doctor may provide you medication that could help focus, or sleep, or anxiety, or all of the above.
I'm going to chime in here even if its not too late but the job you want doesn't exist. You just want someone to pay you money to keep your not monetizable dreams alive. First of all, everything is monetizable, I mean common, have you looked at the internet? Secondly, there are 2 ways to do get an easy job: 1) get an easy job (not possible because it doesn't exist) 2) get a hard job, get very good at it, and it seems easy. then, just coast. no one can force promote you man.
You would really save time though? It would be faster to just go for a few minutes walk down the hall than to start using extreme menouvers like trying to pee in bottle.