I wish I had access to a computer earlier, since those are at many times my true emotions, so no, I'm not trying to fish for an emotional response, and I'm really aware that my fear is fundamentally irrational. But, after 5 months of having a purely joyless and grim existence due to constant worry, it becomes a very realistic and entertaining thought.
I guess I shouldn't be asking the Internet, but I've exhausted a lot of my real life resources, and sometimes it seems like everytime I make progress I end up taking several steps backwards; I figured it was as good as anything at this point, really.
I guess I shouldn't be asking the Internet, but I've exhausted a lot of my real life resources, and sometimes it seems like everytime I make progress I end up taking several steps backwards; I figured it was as good as anything at this point, really.