Give yourself courage , i started mine left me broke and i closed it stayed without work for an year but did some mear jobs here computer hardware repair and enhanced my knowledge nowadays when people ask me i feel good telling them i got broke and closed it but am better now knowledge wise and am planning to start it again and this time it will pick up ... be proud you started it and remember the way and the ideas you had are still there and you can even start and enhance it more ..... i read the guy who started Github left to stsrt another you can also do so ... think of an idea you will succeed again.