It genuinely feels like the end game is to wish racists into existence all to perpetuate a political ideology which has supplanted the will to religion.
Embrace the concept of a talent stack. List the things you love and/or are talented in. Enumerate subsets of this list to find things which combine as many of these things as possible.
This maximizes the amount of what you love that you get to do, and it puts you in a niche where you are uniquely well suited.