Yes, you're completely right. Thank you for pointing that out. That was poorly phrased on my side. Whether one will figure these things out or not is indeed a consequence of the underlying biological and social conditioning, i.e. inherent to the predetermined circumstances of our lives.
Predeterminism is the correct term for what's going on. Research Einstein, Hawking, Husserl and Heidegger on that. Research "consciousness lag". Listen to Roger Castillo, he breaks that down into quite simple descriptions.
You are a biological automaton, predetermined by your biological and social preconditions, i.e. programmed. Everybody is, all the time, right now, e.g. me typing and reading this and having the taste of coffee in my mouth.
Your thoughts are a phenomenon inside of your consciousness, i.e. you are not thinking (no one is), you are that what is aware of all phenomena as it occurs to you. Your thoughts and feelings are just another phenomena. As soon as you are aware of anything, it already happened/manifested. If all you can be aware of is in the past, try to argue about free will. The present is an infinitely small border between future and past.
Everybody can figure all of this out by simple observation.
It's not so difficult.
"Fathered" is a really stupid word... As nonsensical as most of what's going on these days. Just think about anything being "unfathered"... or being "mothered".
A: "Excuse me, sir!"
B: "Yes, please?"
A: "May I ask you to be fathered by me?"
B: "Oh fuck off... learn some laNgUaGE!"
»The basic tool for the manipulation of reality is the manipulation of words. If you can control the meaning of words, you can control the people who must use them.«
― Philip K. Dick
Does not look "mentally well" to me.