In dutch, W is pronounced more or less like you would pronounce 'wey' but without the 'y' sound at the end. (the actual sound doesn't exist in english afaik)
Nicotine makes you feel better for a short while.
The reason you've been feeling bad is because you lack nicotine.
Non smokers are always on the level of 'feeling good', they don't need nicotine to compensate for their lack of nicotine.
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The italics are nicely distinctive from the normal font. Everything super legible.