Let's say that you decide to continue. I think that you should get advice from elsewhere than here, from someone whose professional expertise is in the emotions.
Before everyone leaps to conclusions, I'd better clarify
- I am not saying there's anything wrong with you
- I am not excusing the crass behavior which is getting you down.
What I'm saying is that there are almost certainly skills you can learn which will stop this getting to you. I don't know exactly what they are, and most people here don't either (although they will passionately sell you the hammer which worked for their particular nail). Ask an expert.
Before everyone leaps to conclusions, I'd better clarify - I am not saying there's anything wrong with you - I am not excusing the crass behavior which is getting you down.
What I'm saying is that there are almost certainly skills you can learn which will stop this getting to you. I don't know exactly what they are, and most people here don't either (although they will passionately sell you the hammer which worked for their particular nail). Ask an expert.