I love geeking the orderbook flow with a visualization tool (bookmap etc)
you can see thousands of orders being placed, removed, eating other orders.. buying skirmishes, resistance lines... and to top it all off you can place an order and see it show up on the battlefield
I look at it as an equation between your conscious and unconscious
quite often things that require change end up equaling 0, where your motivation to do it = the resistance to stay the same, stay safe, stay comfortable.
so you need to add something to the equation that's external and outside of your control, that tips the odds.
we have all these big brain solutions to jimmy our unconscious into doing things we want, but we often don't realize our unconscious has the same ability to jimmy our conscious mind to create balance
had a breakdown from loneliness which wasn't a fun time. Something flipped a switch and it felt like system1 shut off system2 for like 4-5 days... Went on a rollercoster ride of pure emotional/reactionary cause and effect[Thinking fast and slow]. Lucky I didn't blow my brains out, I think if I had been treated worse or I had been a worse human I might have.
anyway now that I've brought everyone down~... the upside is it made me realize how important the different ways of being happy are! Not just focusing on other people, not just focusing on myself, not just focusing on what's pragmatic, not just focusing on feeling good in the moment, having happiness in being dominant, having happiness from being submissive etc etc
Previously most of my happiness had come from masculine internal thinking [Carl Jung] type activities.. understanding the world, formulas for making money, formulas for how things work, making myself better etc.. So I drew a matrix of different types of happiness and went from there..
eg:
Feminine external feeling: Latin Dancing
(Feminine in my meaning being 'equal' vs masculine (dominant/submissive)
Not the smartest dude here, not putting this on anyone, just thought I'd share~
I think when you read headlines you can work out if it has positive energy or negative energy. It would be pretty sweet if you could filter content based on if it has something positive to say or something negative.