I would recommend you to seek for some adequate specialist in the fields of internet addiction, desocialization with paranoid kind of psychosis. Please remember these terms and seek a professional therapist, to resolve these issues. It's obvious by your writings, that you're not a bad guy, capable of aggressiveness and bad feelings towards the Google's "requiters, as you see them... So, you deserve to get it all back, as it is right and accurate in your mind! It happens often to every of us, whom intelect and all the imagination, that a good developer has by default, are so dedicated to this more and more sofisticated and always, like it feels, it's immense, with all the billions interactors giving The Internet their energy and constructive or distructive powers :) I think the result is brilliant, but some of us, like a sacrifice to the whole process, are loosing sometimes our clear vision on the human aspect of everything...
I wish you good luck, brother, make that step - to get a professional opinion, if you do not believe me...
Best regards!
Miro Avramoff
[email protected]
Call me an email, you are welcome! (:
Best regards! Miro Avramoff [email protected] Call me an email, you are welcome! (: