Just personal experience here, and you're not me so I'm sure itdoesn't apply and please feel free to ignore it, but I did this and it was great for a while. Then shit shows up and I start drinking to cope with problems I should've been facing head-on instead. At the end I had to give it up entirely. Nothing major broken in my case, thank God, but relying on the sauce to write your emails or get you on a plane reminds me of a reflex I wish I hadn't developed.