I've been there.
Stood at the edge of the Abyss.
Stared into it.
I saw myself staring back.
It was at my lowest point that I realized the true way to "happy" was to allow myself to be that way.
Meaning no other person controls you, no other person can give you happiness. The only one that controls your life is you. Instead of waiting for someone to come to you and speak. Speak to them first. The only one that ever needs to care about you is you.
WELCOME TO 42,THE MOST DARING CODING UNIVERSITY. DISRUPTIVE EDUCATION. TUITION FREE. NON-PROFIT. OPEN TO ALL.
False Advertising.
"OPEN TO ALL" "42 is open to anyone who is between the ages of 18 and 30"
Perhaps someone there should attend a class on demographics.
I suspect in the land of 42, you don't exist if you are <18 or >30. Such special little snowflakes they are.